At last....finally.....i make my decision..i don't know even my decision is right or wrong....
But at least I make a decision...a big decision that may affect my future..
Decided to drop customer service,though nowadays jobs are hard to seek,I'm not suppose to be choosy...
But i really don't want to be an irresponsible person.. If i really don't like that job,i think that i won't gain the experience i want,then for sure i wont put my full effort on that job. It is not fair to the company that hire me,and it is bad to myself.. I don't want to become a non-value person...
]]>弟弟的学费，生活费，机票。。加加埋埋都快20k了。。。为了哥哥的将来，爸妈给了25k让他买下了属于自己以后的一个家。。。
真的很好奇爸妈怎么做到的。。养一个孩子已经那么辛苦了，更何况4个？天啊~~~~~
聊着聊着，聊到自己的身上来了。。好不孝的我，因为自己的任性，搞到现在的状况，没有固定的工作，任性的以为自己还有爸妈在撑腰。。
却从来没发现爸妈一直都在默默地撑着那么多人。。。
]]>睡了很久，中午3点才起来，好久没有睡那么久了，11个小时呢。。。记忆中从工作开始后就不曾睡那么久过，快一年了。。。想一想，睡得最久的一次也是10小时吧，11小时算是破了这一年来的纪录咯~
好怀念睡超过12个小时的日子（虽然说人死后就可以长眠啦，呵呵。。），那时候的日子应该是休闲的吧？应该是无忧无虑的吧？阿不然也不会睡那么久，而且还睡得很甜~
虽然说好久没睡那么久了，可是这11小时里作了噩梦呢。。。被人追杀了，=.='''。。哈哈！！最近一直在发一些乱七八糟的梦，不是被人拿着刀对着自己打抢和割伤，就是无端端地被人追杀，搞什么啊？我就没有资格发个美梦哦？？？（+.+）
或许太久没睡那么久了，从醒来的那一刻开始整个人就怪怪的。。情绪超不稳定的。。时好时坏的心情连我自己都顶不顺。。。
]]>Try to release my tension, my worry, my bad mood, all the bad things here.....
But....i don't know what to write...
New Year
I wanna start a new life, a new life with a guy involved. Hopefully he would be the last one, the Mr Right.
Tired of seeking around, tired on re-built a new relationship. Feel that he is the right 1, so...go on, go ahead....
Forever seems too far for me, but yet I still wish our relationship can last forever. Don't want to let myself to float among the big ocean again. Floating among the ocean makes me feel helpless and empty.
]]>What have i done?? Working in a company that i don't really like, doing the works that i don't really have passion with...
What the hell am i doing? Though i should be happy because i have a job since there are a lots people still jobless... But...this is really what i want?
NO!! This is not what i want!! I hate admin works!! I hate all this stupid ridiculous formal works... Where is my creativity gone? The longer i stay here, my creativity leave me farer....
23 years old....Not too young,not too old.....It should be the right time for me to think of what i want and what i need for the rest of my life....
]]>希望，我那区区的50块可以让我助养的女孩生活过得好一点。。
我的‘女儿’
]]>To be frank,this company really cruel to the staffs.. though I did met some nice colleagues except xxxxxxx. (better not to mention) Anyway, I still have to thank this company to be so cruel on me. I think I rather be posted as multi task executive rather than marketing executive. Renovation of the store room, printing, book air ticket....it seems like not the task include my job's responsibilty..~~ Well, maybe it is a good thing for as I learn quite a lot of things other than marketing..~~
4 Dec,2008.. Gala opening of AJTT ( A Journey Through Time). 11 days of the watch fair....I can imagine how tired I will be. 11 days continuing everyday from 9am till 11pm, suck!! Hope I learn something from this watch fair....
Life's short~ Other than the job, I think sometimes I should probably enjoy the beauty of life..
Enjoy the peaceful of the silent night, enjoy the view of the sunset, enjoy the beauty of the literature (those novels haven't finish read =.=''') , enjoy the taste of the food, enjoy the feeling of being drunk, enjoy the beauty of everything~~~~~~~~~~~~
]]>7.22pm,I should go home. But when think of go home will face the walls in my empty room, i rather stay in office.
While in office, I will face another terrible person,my marketing manager. WTH! I hate this.
No matter where am i, i don't feel happy!!!
This morning when i was listening to the radio, the DJs were discussing if a person looks happy in front of public but blue when they are alone,they are probably SICK!
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